I Think Too Much

Lately I have been thinking lots about what I have and where I am compared to what I would like to have and where I would like to be. I hate it when I start thinking about this sort of stuff because it usually gets me down, and this time is no exception.

I actually don't want much more (although I am fully aware I should be happy with everything I already have - there are people who are happy with much much less). I made a mental list of all the things I'd like or would like to change. Top of the list is to get married. A conversation had many many times but alas it currently is not meant to be.

Second on the list is to lose weight. Now, I know this one is totally on me and I could make some lifestyle changes and I would most likely get my wish. But I lack willpower and I like takeaways far too much! But I'm looking into things like Weight Watchers and Slimming World as well as starting running again. I'll keep you updated as to how I'm getting on (I might start a Weight Control Wednesday).

Third on my list is to own a larger house. Actually at this moment in time I would just settle for an emptier house. We have far too many possessions that don't get looked at let alone used so it would be nice to have a HUGE sort out that resulted in us almost being able to start from scratch - it's just finding time and effort.

There were a few things that followed on this list but they were things that most people could only dream about so I almost immediately put these thoughts to the back of my mind and try to forget about them.

On a completely different note I have had a rather lovely Easter weekend. We've not really done much but it has been nice.

What have you been up to? Have you had a lovely Easter?